Im super full right now even after an hour.

Today morning woke up and was slacking throughout. left the house at 2 to go for training.
training today wasn't as bad as wednesday but i have a feeling its going to get tougher especially during training camp. just hope that i wont break down. Anyway seetoh went for training today. it has been ages since i last saw her. Had hth talk with natasha after training and we were the last two to get out of the pool.
Went to IKEA after training and ate kids meal and hotdog bread and than came home to eat fried rice that ended up making my stomache bloated.

There's training again tomorrow.

My feelings are stirring up again
this keeps happening alot
I just don't get it
Why does these feeling and thoughts keep comming to my mind
I feel like running away now
to a place where there is no worries
to a place where i dun have to worry about all the stuff that has been going on
I really need help now
I need my friend friend and natsaha badly nowadays
i really really do:(

My dear dear dear friend friend,
Please do relax and cheer up
its rather scary u know
smile smile smile alrights

My dear dear dear Natasha,
i can understand how you are feeling
it really sucks
heart to heart talk again soon(:

i need to figure it out