I realized something:
I need to be myself
I keep pretending to be someone im not in class
Only truely when i am with them
It is than i can be who i really am
and not matter what anyone else think.

Being me is what i want to do now
I have to try
no matter how hard it is
I can't sand it anymore
I am feeling more and more insurecure

Thankfully
I have my listening ears
and i am really grateful for that